So near yet so far away

I wish to be
In a quiet place
Without the noises
Just a world
Peaceful and with music

I wish to be
In a world
With tender loving care
Away from the ills
Of the world

And now
So near
Yet so far away
Distancing oneself away
For I can't seem to find yet
My dream world
In this world I'm faced with

Tired
Drained
Would I even have the energy
To care if I have appeared
Cold and distant?